i can’t sleep.  i’m sitting up on the couch making to do lists.  it’s supposed to calm me down.

it’s not.

why does making lists of things i have to do make me feel better?  why do i think it’s going to make me feel better to organize a pretty itemized agenda of everything that i haven’t done yet?

next week is very overwhelming and if i don’t go to sleep just yet it’s that much further away.